Anonymous asked: i know its something you dont like to talk about but i was wondering about your depression. im kind of wondering how exactly did it happen? i mean depression doesnt just show up.

yes, youre right it doesnt. im not exactly sure really. i think it was a mixture of everything. ive always had low self esteem, you know. and i was sort of getting bullied at school. all of my so called “friends” basically left me. all i really had were guy friends (which if youre a girl that mainly hangs out with guys, people tend to get the wrong idea -_-) but i mean i would have killed for some girl friends, but they all wanted nothing to do with me. my parents were always busy or not around. i barely got to see my 2 most important best friends. school was really hard in middle school. i just felt isolated. i know its not really any reason to fall into a depression but i mean. i wasnt as strong then as i am now. im twice the person i was in middle school.